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I, actually, have a problem. You see, when actually has a problem, it is actually, a problem because when you actually have a problem, a problem is actually, a problem. So one day, actually, with his withered and shrunken Grandmother, crossed the road at Delaney’s and actually, encountered a problem. The problem was that actually had nothing in mind. In a trance, with actually having nothing in mind, it was actually, who had no friends at all or anyone. Having two cucumber-and-pickle sandwiches drooping out of his little loose-handled bag, actually, was having a hard time being actually. Actually, where is the dumpster? Actually would not know because actually, he, is actually not having anything to do with actually the dirty bugs in the dumpster. They cling to your clothes, the bugs, they have little white teeth, actually. Really? Are there clean bugs actually? Actually, actually thought! Unaware of the scientific details of course. Actually, what made the dumpster so bleak? Actually not having anything actual would make it actually hard to be actual because actually, it is more than a dumpster. It is actually a time machine, actually!

Walking quietly in actually silence, actually realizes that this will not do in actually actually. So actually takes a long ride on the roller coaster at Dingle BayDingle Bay actually thought, actually is going to go on a roller coaster. There is no roller coaster, only actually would know this actually because no one else knows actually and actually knows no one actually. with his shrunken grandmother who had decreased actually in two dress sizes over the past three minutes. Actually, there is no actual roller coaster in no

Have you ever been to the cliff over at the West Coast, actually? asked actually to Grandmother actually. But actually, Grandmother had no teeth and actually could not talk so actually could not understand anything actually because Grandmother actually would not be able to be actually talking to actually actually. So there was no conversation actually between actually and Grandmother in actual, actually. Actually tried to warm up the two cucumber-and-pickle sandwiches in his bag on a little warm breast of an actually little meadowlark that was actually lying and resting actually on an actual heather. The cucumbers, actually were too big for the sandwich and actually, the pickles were too small to be seen actually. So actually, having no other actually choice made it a point to make the sandwich bigger than the cucumbers and the pickles bigger than the meadowlark. But actually, will that solve the problem actually?

Actually walked carefully and actually over the little rubble that seemed littered everywhere over the flats on the mountain tops because actually, actually had nothing to do with them actually except that actually, there was actually in all of the past actually. Actually walks Grandmother actually, with one tooth on her front gum actually shaking actually and making no sound, actually thought that actually, Grandmother had died. No, actually, she is walking actually, thought actually, again actually thought.

On the actual counting of the actual clouds in the actual skies, actually made an actual counting of actual persons that are actually in the actually mind. However, stupid Grandmother, being so wise and actually crooked and born actually, without actual teeth to chomp or bite actually any actual cucumbers or actual pickles, she trotted actually off the actual cliff and went actually flying down into the actual waters of actually not Dingle Bay and actually not West Coat but actually it was actually just the sea and the coast and actually was not actually all of it. Actually had no idea what actually was doing except that actually had sweaty palms and the palms were actually made to sweat actually. If only actually knew actually what it would be like to land actually in the waters face down actually, with the water stinging the eyes actually like a hundred thousand needles actually poised to be actually thrusting themselves actually into the eyes. Actually, Grandmother loved to close her eyes actually because actually, Grandmother has no eyes and actually that will not be actually a good thing because actually having no eyes would actually mean that actually, Grandmother was not actually inside the waters because actually cannot be actually when actually cannot be seen by actually no eyes.

Actually, as actually prepared to leave the actual cliff actually, he was actually held back actually by the wind actually and could not find actually any other actual way out of the actual cliff actually. Having no possible alternatives to this actual dilemma, actually has tied a rope to an actual stone actually on the actual cliff with actually, an actual rope that has actually, been the reason why actually has been actually sweating actually. As actually ties the actual loose end of the rope actually to his actual waist, actually realizes that actually is able to actually go down into the actual water and save Grandmother actually. As actually goes down to actually save Grandmother, he realizes that actually, Grandmother is actually not actually there. Actually, having no other choice again, actually decides to actually take a plunge into the actual waters to actually see if Grandmother is actually there. Actually unties the actual knot on the actual rope that is actually around his actual waist and actually releases actually into the actual waters. Actually, while hitting the waters, actually feels nothing because actually, there is no water and actually has imagined that there was water and actually, there is only water and actually ceased to realize this phenomenon earlier. Lying actually, far away from actually, was his Grandmother, actually. There was actually blood coming out of her mouth actually and there was a piece of gum that had come off her one-toothed mouth and the actual blood was actually the blood of the actual gum and actually, Grandmother looked like she was actually smiling while actually lying there motionless, not even a finger was actually moving. Actually, Grandmother looked like actually there was no need for her to be actually lying there actually but the aesthetic quality of actually lying there with her mouth actually open is actually the reason why actually, there is actually no need to be actually alive actually...

There is no actually, actually, because actually, all of this is actually just another one of them actually.

note to self: it is actually hard to write anything actually.ive stopped going on.its hard to go on.i will not go on.i cannot go on.i must.